Decisions, decisions, decisions,,,,,

Have you ever had a decision that you didn't want to make for whatever reason?
i'm there now. i've been in prayer for these decisions for a few weeks now. i've tried to keep satan and/or his minions out of this. He's crept in with doubt, indecisiveness, fear of the unknown results, and i'm sure other things. It's not that i am having to choose between things really. It's what to do type decisions. After consulting with my Heavenly Shepherd and talking with my earthly shepherd Shane, one decision path is clear now. The others, still muddled from my viewpoint. i know what i have to do in these decision, i just don't want to do it for different reasons. i guess this is my doubtfulness of God taking care of the results of these decisions in particular. i'm in prayer about them still, but i'm gonna have to do something soon one way or the other.
It's not easy to live each day like it's my last. Nobody ever said it would be either. If it were easy, would we look forward to being in Heaven one day, or talking with our Heavenly Shepherd every day?? i don't think so...