Watching the pieces fall....

It's been a day. I didn't sleep much last night. My husband was out of town for work for the night. I received a late night text. It stormed. The dogs were restless.
I had lunch with some friends today for my birthday. One friend text to say she couldn't make it. Another friend couldn't eat because eating makes her sick regardless of what she eats. This friend also is in so much pain that she couldn't sit still the whole time. I'm scared for her. I can and do lift her up to the Lord.
There is something going on and I can't put my finger on it. I'm watching the pieces fall. Where the pieces land and what I do with those pieces is in God's very gracious hands. I'm keeping my faith that God is in control. He sees the big picture even when I do not. I have to remember to search God's Word, to absorb in it, as I've been told, to marinate in it. He knows what is in store even though I feel blown out of the water right now.
Trying to live each day like it is my last, DA